Eternalism

by THE PANIC DIVISION

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released 07 February 2012
Recorded from 2010 - 2011, ETERNALISM is a solo effort by frontman Colton Holliday. All music and instruments were written and recorded by Holliday. Recorded at Hollywood Studios in San Antonio, TX.

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Produced by Colton Holliday
Engineered by Anthony Diaz De Leon
Mixed by Ralph Jezzard
Mastered by Anthony Diaz De Leon
Live drums by Joe Ramos
Additional electronics on Melody Ave and Marching Tide by Diego Chavez

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Track Name: Silver Rings
Color your reflection to paint your life in gold
Maybe all your little fears that grip so tight, they tell you where to go
I’m waiting for the moment when I’m ready for the answer

Silver rings travel farther than they seem
Memories seem clearer then before
Silver rings travel farther than anything
Memories you buried long before

Bearing all my life in gold
With a piece of you from long ago
The broken bones, friends below, and pretty, pretty girls that can’t say no
I’m waiting for the moment when I’m ready for the answer

(CHORUS)

But you paint them so beautiful
So violently hush

Your little silver rings
They hold the deepest of memories
So many I’ve been chasing
So many I’m too scared to keep
Track Name: The Miracle In You
Long goodbyes. Lay your heart to rest
Boy, you gotta learn when to let go
You've been wasting all your life, living only in your dreams
Boy, you gotta learn now that it's time. Time to let go.

Long goodbyes. Lay your heart to rest
Give it up, give it up, give it up and let go
You’ve been wasting all your life, living only in your dreams
Feel the miracle in you

Endless summer, where the memories hurt the most
Trying to move my dreams from the east to the west coast
With no composure. I’ve lost my self control
Buried all the years that I’ve been holding on to the miracle in you

(CHORUS)

Long Decembers, still bearing all your sin
Colder than my nights in Brooklyn
There’s gotta be closure when I’ve lived my life through you
Buried all the years that I’ve been holding on for the miracle in you

(CHORUS)

All your love had me there. I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t function anywhere
Am I walking on my knees every time I breathe?
All your love just won’t last. Hold on to your future. Fuck the past
Time to let go

The miracle in you

So many I’ve been lost so many years to give you up
Boy you gotta learn when to let go
Track Name: The Labor Of Love
You’ve been building your life round a blind kind of love
You speak from your heart and you push till you shove
I’m alone when I’m with you. I’m so alone when I’m with you

Now you scream you can’t take it anymore
And I count down the days till you’re back at my door
You wanna run away from me, well go on baby and set me free

Am I losing you?
To the labor of love. I’ve given all that I can give
Am I losing you?
I’ve given all of the above to the labor of love

To breathe like fire and you fill my lungs
To move like love when you look so young
Yellow walls are all the same every time I hear your name
Lord, I never felt so out of touch with you
And leaving is all that I can do

Am I losing you?
Give anything to make you smile, or to see you once in a while
Am I losing you?
I’ve given all of the above to the labor of love
Track Name: Shut Up And Leap
Danger. How many years have passed
You’ve been lost in a dream and all promises will never last

In the golden age of limmerance, shut up and leap

Angel. Show me the world behind your eyes
I’m heating up the air so much, won’t you let me come inside
And you burn. Burn all your life for the money
And you burn. Burn all your life for it honey

In the golden age of limmerance, shut up and leap
In these violent years, racing through my lungs, shut up and leap

We’re in the arms of the summer
Gripping hard, let me out
We’re in the arms of the summer
Gripping hard, let me out
Track Name: No Power Great Enough
Wanna burn down the wishing tree
Wanna break me down, wanna take my love, wanna give me misery
Oh the fires been alive in me

Come around love. Full circle now
Round and round, love. Full circle now
I’ll be hangin around, till you bury me underground

Heaven knows it
There’s no power great enough
There’s no river long enough to break my faith in you my love

Wanna number all of my days
Wanna make me cry, wanna hit me hard with the past I can’t erase
Wanna crack that smile, wipe it off my face

Come around love. Full circle now
Round and round, love. Full circle now
I’ll be hangin around, till you bury me underground

Heaven knows it
There’s no power great enough
There’s no river long enough to break my faith in you my love

There’s no power great enough
No forces of nature
Track Name: Too Young To Fall
And the past falls like rain
You build your pride to fight the pain
All the fear you’re thinking of
When you’re too young to fall in love

There’s the love you never knew.
Does it break your heart to never feel someone lying next to you?
Well you don’t know love, but you need someone you say,
“This is my wild new religion”
I’m all wrapped up and my heart is the reason I believed your words
When you’re too young to fall in love

There’s the love you never knew
Does it break your heart to let someone choose your body over you?
Well you don’t even know love when you got someone
Here’s to your wild new religion
I’m all wrapped up and my heart is the reason I believed your words
When you’re too young to fall in love

When your heart is an open door
Too young to love me anymore
No reason to love at all when you’re too young to fall

Did you forget about our love? (too young for my love)
Track Name: Melody Ave
Are we moving yet?
I’ve grown so tired of just speaking from the heart
Through all my fears and all these years been haunting me from the start

My love will never let go
Never talk too much, never leave you, no
Are we moving yet?
I’m ready to be born again, down...

Melody Ave
Walking along the edge
All the love in my heart that’s true
When I’m only running back to you

My love will never let go
Never back down on their belief in you
Are we moving yet?
I’m so ready to be born again, down...


Melody Ave
Walking along the edge
All the love in my heart that’s true
When I’m only running back to you
Melody Ave
All the faith that I hold in you
All the love in my heart that’s true
When I’m only running back to you
Track Name: Bleed
Take my cup and fill me up
To pour me out is not enough

Do you wanna hurt me?
Do you wanna see how much I’ll bleed?
You wanna hurt me

Again and again and again (do you wanna hurt me?)

You raise your fist to beat me up
You lay me out, full of dust

Do you wanna hurt me?
To be someone that I can’t be
You wanna hurt me

Again and again and again (do you wanna hurt me?)
Track Name: Lifeline
So nice to see you girl. Oh our bodies, how they grow
We used to be in love a long time ago
Love, breathe easy on me
Oh god it’s been so long since we said...

Hello
Are we dreaming the dream you come alive?
Hello
Every moment I wait is a lifetime

So good to see you girl. Though my face you no longer know
We used to be in love a long time ago
I wanna shake your hand, share your bed. Exchange all the words that we never said
Tapers of wax, how they burn so red
Oh god it’s been so long since we said

(CHORUS)

Would have lived my life in a dream free of anger
All my love for you never screaming danger

I’m on a lifeline she said
Growing older and older in my bed
Asleep in the air, with the words on your breath blowing through my hair
Till morning we wake, every figure of my skin is yours to take
I’m in love with a mare. When I wake every morning, you’re never there

Are you alive and well?
Well only time will tell
Track Name: The Heart Is In Bloom
When your heart was in bloom
Never fall in love, you’ll be so fucked up when you do
These little prices we pay, then we trade it all.
We trade it for youth

No matter however long it hurts
I’ll be a prisoner of your love
No matter however long it hurts
I’ll be a prisoner of you

When your heart was in bloom
With your filthy mouth, talking so fucked up like you do
A little jaded, yea whatever. Did you trade it all for the child in you?

The winter came too soon, when your heart was in bloom
The seasons change, your loves re-arranged
And all your left with is a name

No matter however long it hurts
I’ll be a prisoner of your love
No matter however long it hurts
I’ll be a prisoner of you

The winter came too soon, when your heart was in bloom

Feel the love shine through
Till it burns you
When your heart was in bloom
Track Name: Fireflies
Hold on my love, and America will rain
They say that new hurt comes to wash away the old pain
You’ve tasted many tears, in the hardest of your years
One life to lift you up, sweep you off your feet

Light me up
The child is getting older
Memories just like fireflies
Live your life for stories told. Speak the legend, young and old
Memories just like fireflies

Hold on my love. The purest of the name
All the years could never steal the child you couldn’t tame
Watch the ground graze your head, your face covered all in red
One life to lift you up, sweep you off your feet

Light me up
The child is getting older
Memories just like fireflies
Live your life for stories told. Speak the legend, young and old
Memories just like fireflies

The memories are just like fireflies

They come and go, now and then
Sometimes you remember, sometimes you forget
Light me up from head to toe. All the highs and all the lows
Memories just like fireflies
Track Name: Easier
The feeling ain’t the same
Now the treasure has a name
And I was moving forward
And there you go now, talking that trash cause you don’t know me
I guess I’m moving backwards

Do we gotta fight to get all of your attention
I been thinking about what was said yesterday

The fear is hanging over me
It’s getting easier
It’s getting easier to love again

And I feel so much, the chemicals within your touch
We were moving forward
I went outside, opened up your book cause I don’t know you
I wish I really knew you

Do we gotta fight just to get a little redemption
I been thinking about what was said yesterday

The fear is hanging over me
It’s getting easier
It’s getting easier to love again

To love again
Oh, to love again

The fear is hanging over me. It’s getting easier to fall in love with you